your beautiful soul.

Sunday, December 31, 2006

Moved!

ask me. :)

her beautiful soul.

Monday, January 24, 2005

Challenging Monday.

Heh. Read Shama's paper about wrong metaphors and this was one of the funniest:
"Her vocabulary was as bad as like, whatever." hahaha.. it really cracked me up. And lots of other really funny so called mataphors that people actually write during A levels. Another was something like "he was as lame as a duck. Not the metaphorical lame duck either, but a real duck that was actually lame. Maybe from stepping on a land mine or something" Another was "
"it hurt the way your tongue hurts after you accidentally staple it to the wall." haha..its really interesting to read all that. Its really creative too, i must say. Its really cute la, especially the first one. Like, whatever. hahaha..

Anyway, thankie thanks weiyi for today. You sure made me laugh. haha.. :D

her beautiful soul.

Thursday, January 20, 2005

DOT! Guess what? ITS FRIDAY TOMORROW! Whee! The long awaited friday! The one we've been dreaming about for years, is now a finger away. I can almost smell it already. Muahaha. I've been dreaming about it for super long.

Im so proud of myself because i just arranged my gp file =)

her beautiful soul.

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Greatt. Next week is going to be my super busy week. Drama EVERYDAY. And i really mean EVERYDAY. I need all the strength from my Lord. Well, school has been okay so far, nothing much to catch up because im so lost that there's nothing to catch. But Praise God because i know that i will make it through. It wouldnt be THAT scary right? I just have to deal with the fatigue part. Im getting tired. Everyday. Whenever i get the chance, i'd sleep. I should really stop sleeping so much and stop spending my time on useless things. (like now..)

Anyway, i love my sister sooo much! She's such a sweetie pie. So thoughtful, sweet, cute and nice. Ahh.. Aint i fortunate? Life would be so boring without her around. She stood by me through my ups and downs. Though most of the time she didnt know what was going on, but her presence was enough to provide the comfort that i needed. Im really blessed.

Having headaches really often lately. Its some tension thing, that i read about. So i must be careful not to get myself too stressed up or anything like that. I never had headaches in the past.
Yeah, i miss everyone, and i wish Cat didnt have to go..

her beautiful soul.

Monday, January 17, 2005

"Moreover, if your brother sins against you, go and tell him his fault between you and him alone. If he hears you , you have gained your brother. But if he will not hear you, take with you one or two more, that by the mouth of two or three witnesses every word may be established. And if he refuses to hear them, tell it to the church. But if he refuses even to hear the church, let him be to you like a heathen and a tax collector. " Matthew 18:15-17.

Amen.

her beautiful soul.

Saturday, January 15, 2005

Trud just taught me a second part, composed by nat..

i love oranges
i know that durians smell strong
i love my kiwi
but never can be
the strong
the strong
love of God

and i came up with my own version

i love melissa
i know that she is so sweet
i love her bright smile
but never can be
the sweet
the sweet
love of God

haha.. :D

her beautiful soul.

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Anyway, i cant believe how sadistic the chinese teacher was today. She COERCED us to sing some stupid chinese song. She seemed so sadistic at that moment. I mean, fine, i can understand that we're learning poems, story writing and stuff, it is related to chinese. But what has singing the old chinese song loudly got to do with this. After all, isnt like playing that stupid song one million times enough? NO, she still had to MAKE us sing it, or she WOULDNT let us go. Its like worse than prisoners of war. Okay, an exaggeration, but its around there. It was so creepy. I could almost imagine her with horns and the tail. shudders. Yes, the screaming teacher. Weiyi, you were so lucky to be absent from the horror. haha..

The pot calling the kettle black. Really. For a moment i thought you were describing yourself, till i saw the word of course, because you certainly dont have both. How ironic. Yes, your suspicions may be true. haha.. told you i have the brains too right? :D

Anyway, the weekends are coming! Whee! Time seems to fly this week, only for me, i dont know why. haha.. Wanna thank my dear ber for blessing me with the paper thingy. That was really nice of you! haha..you lost your tagboard huh? i couldnt find it.. and im so excited for you! SAMPAN!! I look forward to seeing her brightest widest smile on monday. winks.

her beautiful soul.

i love bananas
i know that mangoes are sweet
i love papayas
and never can be
the sweet
the sweet
love of God

my sis just taught me this song.. haha..

her beautiful soul.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

haha.. it was really pretty funny. but it didnt affect me one bit. i guess i should be sad that it didnt affect me at all, because it shows that i couldnt care less, which shouldnt actually be the case. But really, how about some grammar lessons? haha..

anyway, had pe today, and praise God, we only ran 6 rounds. So it was quite okay i guess. I really cant stand chinese. They made us do this 3hour paper, which i left after 1.5hr with lots of blank pages. I really cant be bothered. I hope MOE doesnt remember my name or that horrendous script. haha..

Can you believe it? like for the first time in my life, im actually AHEAD of my tutorials? See, told you im determined to change. haha.. Im still working on how to pay attention during lectures and not start day dreaming. The thing is that my attention span is super short, give me fifteen minutes and my mind will wonder. Shorter sometimes. At least im listening during tutorials, but i think Ms tan (math tutor) finds me a pain in the neck because i seem to be the only one in class who doesnt understand (after explaining 106464034 times). I guess she'd prefer me day dreaming. She was like "you again,melissa. always dont understand.." Its not really my fault right? Im trying! haha..

Actually, you're partially right. Im a bimbo. But you left out one thing, with the brains.

her beautiful soul.

Sunday, January 09, 2005

i love this layout.. it speaks volumes.
there's school tmr, and yeah, mon blues.
the days all seem the same.
im missing alot of people and i dont like that feeling. :'(

her beautiful soul.

Saturday, January 08, 2005

it was really tiring today. i nearly fainted because i really cant do this kinda work. I know its for a good cause, but i dont feel for it. As in, it wasnt voluntary at all. if its for something i really feel for and passionate about, i wouldnt mind. But this was like, i was being coerced to do it. And as you all know, i hate being forced to do things. I hate being tortured. The student council was... i shall not say. So i really didnt enjoy it at all. and i was trying my best not to complain about it. i shall be nice and spare everyone's ears. or in this case, eyes.

muahahaha.. i got my weapon today. that is probably the happiest thing that has happened today. Im so glad its friday already. i really really really love fridays. Away from everything else. i found my pure joy today.

anyway, joey,chris,josiah are really nice.. thanks :)

her beautiful soul.

Friday, January 07, 2005

I never knew maths can really be applied into real life situations till we went through this question during math lecture.

Qn: In a school of 1000 students, a rumour is started by two people. The rate at which the rumour spreads through the school is proportional to the number of people who know the rumour times the number of people who do not know the rumour. If t is measured in days and the constant of proportionality is 1/250,
a)Find x, the number of people who know the rumour, as a function of time
b)When will half the population know the rumour?

HAH. how applicable.

why do people like talking about things which are not true? weird..

her beautiful soul.

Thursday, January 06, 2005

Whee. Four days into school. Its pretty bad. Have been trying to finish all my holiday assignments. Im about 80% done now. Praise God, because He really multiplied my time. I mean, whoever thought i would finish 2 gp essays, 2 econs essays and one drq in like 5hours with lots of breaks in between? haha.. I didnt regret not doing them in the holidays because i really wanted to enjoy myself to the fullest.

haha.. okay, everyone's pretty much the same. Nobody changed, im still as pretty and Usha is still as irritating. Seriously, she made a big fuss out of newspapers today. I cant stand it. She just doesnt wanna teach and she's obviously wasting time because she probably didnt prepare her lesson.

"blah blah blah..I've done my part..." i wanted to laugh when she said that. HAH. Doing her part? Holding our commentaries for half a year and return them unmarked?

"blah blah.. i wouldnt tell you guys stories next time..." Oh please.. We never wanted to hear them, we thought it was a waste of time.

She thinks she's being the most fantastic teacher in the world and she has like done ALOT for us, but seriously, she doesnt even mark our work. Like how lazy can she get. I thank God for His grace. With a teacher like this, how did i ever managed to even pass GP? Praise God, He really performs alot of miracles.

We get all the lousy teachers, really. The good one is probably our math teacher, who is totally NOT approachable because she expects you to know like EVERYTHING. How am i gonna survive this man.

I really hate chinese because they are blackmailing us to go for chinese lessons and i hate people threatening me. It's really really a waste of time. Its not even included in A levels for goodness sake. Lessons? It's just wrong. (And i realized that weiyi is in the same LT as me for chinese, which makes it even worse..) haha..

So i have been really grumpy, whiney and all, this whole week, because there are just too many things to feel grumpy about.

Well, weiyi got himself a new wig.

Anyway, there's something to be happy about. There are no lessons tmr. We are going to be collecting newspapers around amk. Gonna get to interact with the J1s. That'd be interesting. J2..haha.. that seemed too fast, and a little too old.

i kinda miss the xxonites. Wonder how they are all doing.. haha.. dot, please remember my weapon on friday. Grins.

her beautiful soul.

Sunday, January 02, 2005

Brr. Dont you just love the weather? Super cold. I'd hate it when the hot season comes. haha.. Well, went for service today at eight, and that's VERY early. Im glad i made it though i slpt pretty late. haha.. Its gonna be like this from now on i suppose. Anyway, it was really funny at northpoint because we had many 'magicians' around, with lots of tricks up their sleeves. It was lame, but really funny. I was prompted to ask chris about his service in church, and im glad i did, because he's now looking into where he can serve in church, praise the Lord. I bought socks today. Nice..

Anyway, i cant believe school is starting tomorrow. It's gonna be living hell because i havent done a single assignment. AND i'd have to see weiyi EVERYDAY, which is such a nightmare, because he'd be trying to convince me that his hair(wig) is real, and perhaps he'd be late, because he cant find his wigs or something..haha..And i know he'd try to deny. Seriously, i saw him putting super glue on his hair. Im sure joey can vouch for that. haha..

Oh, and sean and weiyi, please dont give dot nightmares by sending your horrid voices to her okay..and i know its not a distorted version, its your real voices right? haha..

her beautiful soul.

Saturday, January 01, 2005

Yep. Just came back from Chris house. Had bbq. Nice satay. Ping was so nice cos she helped me peel the prawns (though she didnt wash her hands..haha..) Yum..Haha.. as usual chris is a great host (though im still not speaking to him. dont ask why.) haha.. watched i robot and it was pretty nice, though there was some obstruction in front of us (which im sure dot will share the same sentiments). haha.. but yeah, it was enjoyable. :)

her beautiful soul.

Okay, im gonna blog.

[my first 2005 entry]
Happy new year!
Well, its a brand new year, lots of things to start afresh. This year is pretty much gonna be tough for me, and i hope God's joy will always be my strength. 2004 has been really good. Many ups, downs, lefts, rights. God has blessed me tremendously far more than what i can imagine. I've met many new people. I've got to know more people in Xxon. I've met people whom i love, people whom i grew to love, and people whom i am still trying my best to love. Hopefully this year i would be able to love everyone. haha.. Im just so thankful for everything my Lord has done.

All of my days
I will sing of
Your greatness
All of my days
I will speak of
Your grace
All of my days
I will tell of
Your wonderous love
Your love in my life
Your love

her beautiful soul.

Sunday, December 05, 2004

Finished the sigh language thingy today. Complete closure. Come to think of it, perhaps it was still enjoyable. I learnt to love the aunties i suppose. Besides, so many funny things happened. haha.. Plus I think it was a really good experience too. I watched guys with only one leg dance ballet, a blind boy playing the piano, girls who are deaf dancing together with the music etc. It was beautiful. Sometimes we really take simple things we have for granted. Like being able to wear a pair of shoes. I love to perform and be on stage too, so this whole experience was pretty good in the end. But whenever i see bao now, i think i'd be super scared, because i would think of the disgusting baos i ate. Or when i see vegetarian food, i think i'd rather starve myself to death. That was a pretty bad experience. haha.. Nevertheless im glad its over at last!

Going to youth camp tomorrow. whee!

her beautiful soul.

Friday, December 03, 2004

Im really happy but im not telling.

muahahahaha. :D

her beautiful soul.

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

alright. update. i've been wanting to update for a long time, but i really dont know what to say. I mean, talking about what happened in the day seems kinda pointless now, and i dont want to talk about anything beyond what happens in the day either. But due to the high demand, i have to blog something to satisfy my fans.

well, things have been pretty much normal. havent touched any single work. So much for working hard. i should procrastinate less man.. Have been trying to put up with the sign language thingy (yes, ber, ks, ling ling etc.) I went for it in the end, with florence, jia ning, shara etc. Its really bad. First they try to poison us with weird food. like organic man tou? Whoever heard about that before? Maybe im just dense, but it tastes awful. But that's not the worst. How about sandwiches with weird vegetables and malnutritioned bean sprouts? Ew. I suspect its the plants outside the building. Next, i hate to try to tolerate those aunties. There is the irritating aunty, overly enthu aunty, the die-also-must-be-the-one-carrying-the-umbrella aunty, act cute aunty, naggy aunty, fussy aunty etc. Some of them just really get on our nerves. this aunty said that melissa is really hard to pronounce and she told me to have like some other name that is easier to pronounce. roll eyes. But i must be loving. I will try to love everyone with the love of Christ. I think i deserve at least a hundred hours for this. The performance is at kallang theatre on fri, sat and sun. So im missing cell, but im hoping that i wouldnt miss sunday service. Then good bye to them. Did i mention that this aunty tried to get my number? haha..

I wish i were the one instead...

her beautiful soul.

Saturday, November 20, 2004

Did You rise the sun for me?
Or paint a million stars that I might
Know Your majesty?
Is Your voice upon the wind?
Is everything I've known marked
With my maker's fingerprints?
Breathe on me
Let me see Your face
Ever I will seek You

'Cause all You are, is all I want, always
Draw me close in Your arms
Oh God, I wanna be with You

Can I feel You in the rain
Abandon all I am to have You
Capture me again
Let the earth resound with praise
Can You hear as all creation lives
To glorify one name

her beautiful soul.

maybe you should quit trying so hard to be like me.

her beautiful soul.

Thursday, November 18, 2004

the line is drawn. leave me alone.

her beautiful soul.

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Left a trail of disappointment on my pillow.

her beautiful soul.

Hiye guys! Alright, im gonna update now. Actually i was pretty lazy to blog because i have been pretty busy for this whole week, but seeing that i have ardent fans who are really eager to know what's going on in my wonderful life, i will have to blog. haha..

This week has been pretty good. (nightmares aside) Well, it has been a week of nightmares. Everytime i sleep, morning, noon or night, i will have nightmares. My nightmares ranges from having my best friend to be haunted by evil spirits to running away from people, supposedly armed soldiers. Its really scary i tell you, which probably explains why im really tired this whole week, because i havent really slept much. Poor me. ><

Watched cellular on Monday with dot,joey,josiah,sean,steph,yk and elijah. it was really good. Its like every single moment was full of suspense. I enjoyed it tremendously. Its quite a weird combination of people going out because its like my ex classmates plus church mates. haha, but you know, being so overwhelmingly popular, in order to satisfy everyone, i have to make myself available to all, we all went out together. haha..im glad everyone still enjoyed themselves.

We went to chill at coffee bean after that, and somehow my mocha tastes really weird. Salty. I had this strong urge to shit alot after that. I decided to forgive the person at coffee bean because i figured how freaked out he would have been already, after seeing joe's face.. haha..

We had this cdp thingy in school on tues. I do appreciate that students have kinda planned alot for these activities. But i seriously think its a waste of time. Its just boring to me la. Cant seem to resurrect that same feeling in 4h last time, especially during our sec3 adventure camp, that kind of feeling that will sustain you no matter how boring or stupid the games are. Im sure many 4hummies miss the class.. But argh. I might not be able to go for the chalet. ><

Im not saying that i dont like my class now, but they are just not so spontaneous you know. So i get really bored with i have to play games with my class. Boringg. The worst part was that it lasted from 9am to 6pm. And i was so tired because i didnt sleep well. Yes, nightmare again. So cdp was pure toture.

Watched 'the forgotten' on thurs with pj (whee! it's been a realllyyyy long time since we met! lurrvee you, girl! beams),weichang, sean, weiyi, josiah, joey and joel. The movie was good too. Im really glad we watched that instead of dollmaster. Im kinda sick of horror movies already. hee.. wc and pj left after the show and the rest of us went to eat at paragon. Erm, no, its not some good food. we had instant noodles. Its supper anyway, so its okay. haha.. But i was really full after the instant noodles that i could feel the vomit coming out throughout my journey home. We had fun!

On fri, i had this stupid math remedial. Four more marks. If i had gotten four more marks for my math, i wouldnt need to go through this torture. The thing is, the student tutors around are really useless. Seriously. They didnt even like prepare the answers, and there they are getting cip hours for this. Sheesh. Its like of no help at all, and for three hours? That's like way off my attention span. I seriously spent one hour staring at the clock doing nothing. No kidding. No exaggeration.

Went out after that, had a stop at the library. I borrowed this really good book. When i was standing in front of the shelves of christian books, i prayed that God will bring me to a book that He wants me to read. And He did. God is so amazing. The book that he prompted me to read, is just so real to me that when i was reading the book, i wanted to cry. God really sees this struggle that i have been going through since young. I was really so touched that i really wanted to cry. I could only marvel at how amazing God is. Went for cell after that, we had loads of food! Yipee! Went to bk after that, stole some food, and that was about it.

I went to dot's house on sat. I wanted to go help with the deco, but i knew too many cooks will spoil the broth, so.. ya, excuses la, but seriously i was really tired because i didnt sleep well again. Yes, nightmare. I didnt go for choir either, because no one was going, and i didnt know where to go and what to do and all that, so i decided not to go too. Which explains why i ended up at dot's house in late afternoon. I was supposed to like do some math or something. But i ended up reading. And we ended up playing some games and i was trying out some really erm, cool stuff with the dumbells. haha..

Went to church today. We had church family day at Sembawang park today. It was more boring that what i expected la. Initially it was just boring. After it began to rain, it was super duper extremely you-will-never-believe-it boring. I mean, how exciting can it get if you have to stand under the tents on muddy grounds with no place to seat for like hours? You get the picture. It killed my feet. God bless my flat feet. I was so relieved when the rain stopped. I didnt do much, but the place exhausted me. Went to sun plaza (err...) with dot, sam and joe after that. Kunfu and joel came to meet us shortly after. Basically we sat in front of some stall where joel was embarassing us. haha..but nvm, it was quite funny.

That's pretty much about my whole week. I think its pretty detailed already. I hope i have satisfied all my dear ardent readers/fans. haha.. :)

her beautiful soul.

Sunday, December 31, 2006

Moved!

ask me. :)

her beautiful soul.

Monday, January 24, 2005

her beautiful soul.

Thursday, January 20, 2005

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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

her beautiful soul.

Monday, January 17, 2005

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Saturday, January 15, 2005

her beautiful soul.

Thursday, January 13, 2005

her beautiful soul.

i love bananas
i know that mangoes are sweet
i love papayas
and never can be
the sweet
the sweet
love of God

my sis just taught me this song.. haha..

her beautiful soul.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

her beautiful soul.

Sunday, January 09, 2005

i love this layout.. it speaks volumes.
there's school tmr, and yeah, mon blues.
the days all seem the same.
im missing alot of people and i dont like that feeling. :'(

her beautiful soul.

Saturday, January 08, 2005

her beautiful soul.

Friday, January 07, 2005

her beautiful soul.

Thursday, January 06, 2005

her beautiful soul.

Sunday, January 02, 2005

her beautiful soul.

Saturday, January 01, 2005

her beautiful soul.

her beautiful soul.

Sunday, December 05, 2004

her beautiful soul.

Friday, December 03, 2004

Im really happy but im not telling.

muahahahaha. :D

her beautiful soul.

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

her beautiful soul.

Saturday, November 20, 2004

Can I feel You in the rain
Abandon all I am to have You
Capture me again
Let the earth resound with praise
Can You hear as all creation lives
To glorify one name

her beautiful soul.

maybe you should quit trying so hard to be like me.

her beautiful soul.

Thursday, November 18, 2004

the line is drawn. leave me alone.

her beautiful soul.

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Left a trail of disappointment on my pillow.

her beautiful soul.